So sad today,

I just can not shake the blues today! Bill has slept off and on all day. Mostly all sleep, yesterday was a really rough day had to take him for another injection in his sacerilliac joint. Driving in the snow both ways, and he was out of control, did not stop the whole round trip. I drove to slow, to fast, to close, not close enough on and on. Its a 45 min drive on a good day so it was longer yesterday. But we made if there and back. I miss the pre-accident Bill so much! I keep reassuring him that things will get better but sometime s I just dont feel it. He has no energy and no desire to do anything. I keep praying for answers, I just want him to be happy hell I want to be happy! Maybe when the snow melts and it warms up!