Ruby, please message me and let me know how you are today. I am concerned about you. We care about you. And, if you feel yourself to be in crisis, please call 1 800 273 TALK.
pardon the intrusion, but I couldn't help noticing what you said; I was just going to try and compare notes here, but if you don't seem to be online so I can't read your answer. Ok, I'll wait