I only one that has not let me down is God. I have found books and verses in the bible that have helped me get through my recovery. It is going on three years and my recovery is still going strong all because it has been written in the bible for me to prosper. I find peace looking at my life and the relationships formed during my live to support that fact. Please read more on kindle digital books :cursed or blessed life. I have written some on my connect with God